Wisdom

Oh, my sweet Janna

Janna: 1 month old

Answer?

I have been struggling with something for the past couple of weeks. At a time where I should be nothing less but overjoyed, I feel burdened and tired. Justin and I made what I thought was a final decision about moving to Ft. Worth based on God's purpose, but now I don't know. Lately God has been repeatedly teaching me lessons about planning out my life or my inability to. He has shown me that I can't plan life and that He is in control and things that I think are steady can change at the drop of a hat. I have over-analyzed my current situation to the point where I feel lost. All I do is worry and try to fix. But I can't. God has broken me in the past couple of days and the only hope that I have is to lean completely on Him in everything that I do. For me, this is so hard because the problem that I face is life-changing. We can go the right way(God's way) or the wrong way(our way). What's my biggest problem? Which way is God's? I can't tell, as much as I want to, I can't. God all I need is an answer, all I need is some direction as to where we will be in 4 months.

I call with all my heart; answer me, O Lord, and I will obey your decrees.
Psalm 119:145

6 Days and Counting...

In 6 days I will, for the last time at ULL, be sitting in my first day of classes. This break seemed to fly by. ah, where does the time go? Unfortunately, I had some last minute scheduling conflicts which forced me to drop my easy A's for the semester and add a slightly more difficult class. Oh well i guess that is the way it goes folks.