Blogs from Jess

Monday, August 04, 2008

Teachable Moment (for Janna and Jessica)

So Justin has been growing this tomato plant in our backyard for the past few months. He fertilized it with special plant food and watered it everyday thinking ahead when it would bear fruit. We were excited to go out everyday to see how much it had grown. A while back Janna realized that there were tomatoes on the plant so we took time to explain to her that we have to wait for the tomatoes to be ready before we can pick them off of the plant. Well, the other day when I walked inside for a minute she picked 7 of the 8 small, tough, green tomatoes. As I was walking back out I noticed she was standing by the plant and I saw tomatoes on the ground. My heart dropped and I got,as best as I can describe it, a sick feeling in my stomach. In that moment I thought Justin is going to kill her. But behind that thought there was so much more. I was standing there looking at my child who had just given into to flesh and disobeyed her parents. At the cost of a relatively fruitless plant. Thats when I felt the Holy Spirit convicting me of my disobedience. What an illustration, I got a glimpse of what God goes through every time we give into flesh and ruin His fruit. The disappointment & physical sickness that I felt when that happened is only a portion of what God must feel when we, His children disobey or do not adhere to His written and spoken Word. That experience was both enlightening & convicting in so many ways.

I write this for a couple of reasons.
1. This was a very impactful event for me spiritually.
2. The Holy Spirit was able to speak to me in such a strong way. I haven't experienced Him in that capacity in a long time so I can't help but tell someone. I think that the reason He was able to speak to me so clearly and powerfully was because I have really challenged myself lately to read The Word more and spend more time in prayer, in that I have been so sensitive to His leading.

What does that mean for you, reader of this post?
Apart from laughing because Janna picked a bunch of green tomatoes, assuming you're a believer, Your Holy Father is waiting to teach , be intimate, love, encourage, guide, and show Himself to you everyday. Bring yourself to a place where He will come into your presence. Talk with Him, read His unchanging, eternal Word. And expect for Him to respond.

Sunday, August 03, 2008

Happy Birthday Rebekah





Monday, July 28, 2008

What A Wonderful Man


Justin surprised me flowers the other day!

Janna's Birthday Party




Sunday, July 27, 2008

yesssssss(in the words of Napoleon)

Today was just fabulous. I was introducing myself this morning to a new student and began to attempt my best at casual conversation. So after I was done asking 101 questions she asks me a question. A question that would make my day maybe even my week (yes its that good.)
scenario-
Jess: so what grade are you going to be going into?
Student: 7th, how about you what grade are you going into?
Jess: sudden overflow of joy( i feel old and run down sometimes based on what i see in the mirror, maybe my view is thwarted)


i didn't really know how to respond at first, i wanted to give a sarcastic answer that i would have thought would be funny. Then I thought to myself 1st , shes new, period. 2nd I don't think she would have appreciated the humor.

Anyways glad to share this one with you guys.

Crazy Busy!!!!!

This past week has been crazy. Justin got back from super summer and then we were off to Vidalia for the day, the next day was Janna's birthday party (which was a lot of fun), and then we had the Drama/Music camp last week at church. I had so much fun with those kids along with Lily Favaron. That brings us to this week, a week of getting ready for Rebekah's 1st birthday on Saturday. I can't wait for her b-day party.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

our first dance.


TACKY PROM 2008
CAMP 360

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

quote to think on

"And people, especially God's people, never follow any dream in unison."

A Tale of Three Kings
Gene Edwards

Monday, July 21, 2008

rebekah