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Saturday, October 13, 2007

Thursday night dream

So thursday night i had a pretty interesting dream.

I start off at some kind of hunting camp with Scott and Justin and i am angry with justin so i just walk off on my own, then somebody starts escorting me to a conference type facility. First, she takes me into this huge auditorium. So I choose a seat that i think no one will notice me in because i get the feeling that there will be picking and choosing from this room. I just so happens that I sit down next to another girl that escorts me out of the huge auditorium into a smaller one, when I ask her why we're leaving all she says is they are'nt happy with the numbers. I get into the smaller auditorium and pass by some familiar faces amongst other people sitting in a specific section with guards all around them. I walk just in front of them and sit across the aisle. A few moments later as i am trying figure out what is going on they tell us to move down to the floor, so i go down and take a seat beside this russian woman. Whenever i sit down someone on the intercom tells us this is our last chance to leave and take a seat with the guarded group. I turn to the russian woman to ask her whats going on and she replies, "Ishmael is telling those people who don't believe in him and his teachings to leave." What!!! I look over and a man that resembles Hitler is walking down to our group of about 20 people, he seems to be "Ishmael." As my dreams ends i am sitting in my chair thinking if i get up i will be martyred and if i don't i will have denied my savior. I woke up just after that thought. this has got to be the most intense dream i have ever had. Feeling the pressure in the dream i had made me appreciate the freedom i have to serve my God without the threat of martyrdom, but i don't know maybe one day "Ishmael" will rise to power. just kidding. unless i'm a prophetic dreamer. ok, just kidding.

2 Comments:

  • At 1:03 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Wow that was intense...Maybe Scott can help you interpret it since you always help him out...no telling what he would say it means.

     
  • At 6:58 PM, Blogger scott said…

    you were at the camp with justin and i because that is your favorite place to be. but you think that there may be other places that you want to try out. so you allow other people to take you places as you test the waters. you are allowing these people to take you places because you want the experience, what you dont know is that these people have no clue what you want or need in life. you are just another number to them. so the get you to tag along. when you find out that it is an open door to ruling the world you are unsure about what justin and i would think, so you hesitate to get up and go back to hunting. you would like to rule the world so you could make it a better place and eat cake all of the time. you woke up without making the decision because you are still unsure of what you want: cake or hunting?

    bottom line, ever since you killed two deer in one shot you have a hard time accepting cake without icecream on top.

     

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